hey
about an year ago i was try weed for the first time and that was The biggest mistake of my life. after two day i began to feel weird and anxious in general.
fast forward I started having existential thoughts Mostly what consciousness is? who am i ? What makes me me ? And all kinds of existential questions whose content is mainly about who I am or what am I? he anxiety levels were huge until I couldn't function at all day I was in bed barely eating . I went to a psychiatrist and he prescribed me Escitalopram 10 mg pills and after few Months 20 mg . Today I am in such a state That my existence is stressing and horrifying to me. And I don't know what to do about it How to shake it off .
Is it at all depersonalizing??! or just I got stuck in a state of madness!
It's like I think only I know who I am and the feeling is lonely in myself if that makes sense
any suggestions What can I do?
thank!