My anxiety is so bad now I don't know what to do. My job officially came to an end on Monday and it really hurt me - I've been very down since.
But this morning, after my bowel movement, there was blood on the tissue. And it wasn't just a speck, maybe a blob the size of my fingertip, roughly. I'm so scared now. It was in the first wipe I saw it, and I wiped several times after that but I couldn't see any, which makes me think it's not a cut or something down there. I also didn't strain when going to the toilet, or I don't suffer from IBS.
I really feel like giving up at this stage, I'm so sick of worrying every single day. I'm in a bad state now over this and I don't know what to do. I'm really frightened.....