I feel for you. I've had rectal bleeding on and off for months.. stool tests, blood tests, rectal exam all clear. Proctoscopy diagnosed 3 internal piles, 2 lots of steroid treatment and they still bleed tiny amounts. My HA has me fishing my poop from the toilet to check it. Which then causes severe anxiety all day if anything is seen. Lockdown isnt helping my mental health atall as I'm sure lots of people can relate.
I hope the bleeding eases for you, for your own mental health if nothing else. Xx