Hi,
I joined years ago but haven’t been on here since 2018! my anxiety had got better and now it’s getting worse and taking a hold of me again. I’m a key worker and had been off work for 3 weeks when we went into lock down. I was ill (not corona i don’t think! but who actually really knows!), i’m now back at work.. i work in a care home for adults with learning difficulties and they all lack capacity in some way, they aren’t adhering to social distancing and my anxiety is sky high! my managers are reminding me constantly about my anxiety and how it is affecting me (which i don’t think is really fair as it hasn’t changed my level of work or professionalism) and my IBS has kicked in again! i was fine for the 3 weeks i was off, now i go alternating between ibs-d and ibs-c along with bubbling stomach and cramps! i’ve been taking fybogel to help settle and regulate me, and propranolol for the anxiety.. i guess i just don’t want to keep burdening friends and family and want someone to talk too. 💖