Hi Phil06
I am sorry ti be net troll but I found you on two mental health forums. I am not a member of them but sometimes read the entries about agoraphobia.
I think you should find a hobby like some persons suggest.
Why not become a Belieber? He is perhaps about the same age as you. He was a very lonely child because his dad left him when he was small and his mom was always busy. But he overcame his anxiety and loneliness and made music which millioins of people can enjoy.
He must be an inspiration to people with anxiety.