Hi...eveybody. I started this thread so I'd better do my bit....
Please tell me how to wait...
It's the way I gulp my tea so anxiously
And try my best to look alive for the sake of appearances
For this is another day of anguish suppressed
And I have failed to test myself again.
So sad and lonely I am...
Some sympathy would be more welcome than derision for this admission
But more than that, some wise and thoughtful advice
Not the 'snap out of it' and 'pull yourself together' kind...
Now that would be nice.
How selfish must I be?
Forgetting those who have taken the trouble to stay
Giving their time for a friendly exchange
I ask for too much and turn my back
It's only my demon's who make me behave in this way.
Forgive me for running away from the light
Knowing that life must mean work of a kind
Not lofty ideals and wishful dreams
But a steady ascent for a worthy reward
To be fruitfully occupied and not feeling bored.
It's a bit personal and not a little obscure but may blessings fall upon you for reading it all...
Best wishes