Hello, ive been med free for a while now.. well 2 years to be exact but im at my worst again :( bit of a downer in itself i suppose.

Anyway been prescribed Escitalopram 10mg and im petrified to start incase im allergic/side effects, cant afford to be out of it with a 1 year old to also look after

I hate even taking paracetomol but i have run out of ideas to try and help myself..ive tried cbt, meditation, reading, mindfulness programmes and after about a week im back to my worst.. im not coping well at all regarding panic attacks/anxious and then it brings out the depression.

Any reassurance i guess is what im asking for.

Thanks and sorry for posting again.