Yellow stool and upper stomach cramps. Freaking out!!

[always scared]

This is not good. I woke up with new pains I've NEVER had before. It started with sharp stabbing pains in the middle of my chest by my breast bone and now across the top of my abdomen feels weird ,hard, painful like there is something hard in there. The pains comes and goes. I'm really scared now with these new symtoms. I can't pretended it's just acid reflux or indigestion anymore. This must be somthing really bad.

[BlueIris]

Stop telling yourself you have something awful, you're just reinforcing your fears.

[always scared]

I'm truly not trying to. But I can't ignore pain that's different . I don't believe my mind is creating this pain. I don't know why my brain thinks all pain is cancer . Pain is never good and it's sad but I really think I'm going to die soon. I'm at the age now that all these cancers start. I can't play my youth card anymore

[BlueIris]

There's not really that much point in posting on an anxiety board, then. We can help you wrangle your fears if your mind is open, but terminal diseases? Not so much.

I have a ton of assorted aches and pains, but they're because I'm lazy and stressed out. You need to work on your faulty thinking patterns, but nobody can help you if you refuse to acknowledge them.