Hi everyone, i havent posted on NMP for over 5 years now as i thought this phase of my life had passed and i hadnt suffered with it for a long long time but no here i am again suffering from health anxiety once more!

Obviously with the lockdown all our emotions are heightened. Im off work furloughed and have far too much time to sit and think and for three weeks now i have had pain just under my shoulder blade which im now convinced is obviously lung cancer and im worried sick about it to the point its affecting my relationship and no doubt the kids too!

I cant get a gp appointment because of the covid stuff and the longer it goes on the more worried i become.

My partner isnt very supportive with stuff like this and i didnt know where else to go until i remembered about this place.

Hope everyone else is doing ok.