At the beginning of this in March and April, I went to bed and pretty much stayed there, loosing a lot of weight.
Im not there now and sort of function, but at a very low level, two social events only in 7 months and these were for my nieces Holy Communion. I am able to have my nieces and nephews for sleepovers now and this helps.
Your right , only I can find away out of this.
I do pretty much think there is something wrong with my heart, but am too scared to go to A&E again , and I don’t think I could tolerate an exercise test due to my extreme anxiety.
I do think this forum helps me, I’m really lonely and do not really have people to confide in , apart from one friend who is on holiday at the moment.
I’m really glad that you are doing well.