Hey, me again sorry.
A week ago i was doing the washing went to stand up and had a the worst pain ever in my lower back it dropped me to the floor.. long story short apas i have sciatica and it was a muscle spasm? Anyonr had this, anyway for the last week ive had pain down one leg and in my bum cheek jsut one side which is associated withs sciatica apparently but because it one sided my anxiety is playing tricks on me thinking its more sinister like a 'Stroke'! So thats one massive worry for me at the moment has anyone suffered with this and can confirm my symptoms are normal.. and on top of that i have serious mom guilt, my sons 1 and with how bad my anxiety has been again and depression now its effecting me taking him for walks etc and i feel worthless like im no good and even though i try jy best i know i can be better thats whats upsetting me, how do you shift this horrible feeling.