Basically I have suffered my whole life from anxiety and depression. However more recently in January I fell into a major depression where I had to withdrawal from university. Ever since then I’ve been home with no job and no school so my anxiety has been pretty low because I have nothing to do. I still go out and see friends and have been feeling much better on medication and with counselling. However I just planned a trip with my friends for next year hopefully when covid is over and I’m having extreme anxiety about it and feel like I made a mistake and I shouldn’t go anymore. I don’t know what to do because it’s a once in a lifetime opportunity and I know I will regret it if I don’t go but I just feel like I’m going to be there and have so much anxiety that I can’t even leave the hotel room. I need some advice for this please!!! The trip is a basically a year away but I’m still freaking out!!