Thank you everyone for your stories... They make me feel a bit more positive that it will all be ok. I'm doing ok all things considered. Im at my mum's (we're a bubble) but I haven't told her as she doesn't need that worry just now. Just told my partner and some close friends. My mother hasn't picked up on my anxiety so I guess that's an indication I'm doing ok. But it's occupying almost every thought in my head. 5 days to go.
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