Hi all,

I'm having a rough day today unfortunately. A little background. I've been dealing with since last September an increase in PVCs. I used to get almost none and at it's worst in the winter I ended up getting 30 or more a day. I know that doesn't seem like many but it was enough to cause me a lot of concern and some unimaginable anxiety.

Fast forward to now and my PVCs have gotten less frequent however within the last month I've started to randomly get what feels like a string of PVCs that last around 10 seconds or less. I was coming to terms with getting just regular old PVCs here and there and worked extremely hard emotionally to try and put those behind me. I exercise every day. I'm a healthy weight and normal vitals and cholesterol. I eat healthy.

On top of this I've had what I can imagine is almost every heart test under the sun including, ECG, 24 hour holter, echocardiogram, chest CT with contrast for lungs, and even an MRI of my heart with contrast to check for late gadolinium enhancement. All 100% normal aside from what appears to be a congenital right bundle branch block and half of left.

However these strings of PVCs that last 10 seconds and cause my heart to race over 100bpm is absolutely terrifying to me I can hardly put it into words but I end up crying afterwards and feeling utterly defeated and scared. It's absolutely horrible and I don't know what to do. It's depressing to the point I just feel hopeless. I'm so tired of having "near death" experiences on a weekly basis.

I know this is my anxiety as well that makes me react this way to these symptoms but that makes my experience no less terrifying and damaging to my mental health . I'm just so worried I'll drop dead right there and I'm sick of living waiting for that.

All I can think of is do I get more tests? Did they miss something? The only other thing I haven't gotten is a PET scan of my heart. I don't want tests I just want the symptoms to stop so I can somehow be at peace.

Any advice would be great or some comforting words. Thank you guys hopefully you have a better day than me