I wish I was able to do this.
Over the past few days Ive stopped all but eating, can hardly sleep, and am in a state of high anxiety from the second I awake to the second I forcefully get some sleep.
I have never been this bad before, I feel like my lifes all but over.
My fiance is at her wits end, and I feel for her and my daughter, they dont need me like this.
I go through every theory, was it a bat, did I touch something, did aerosolized rabies get inhaled, did it happen years ago and starting now? ETC.