Finally got out today. I just couldn't hack sitting in this house another day so me and my son went for a walk with the dogs. We ended up taking a wrong turning through the woods and got lost in brambles. We got so deep in that it was a bit of a trek to go backwards so I thought pushing forwards will eventually lead us somewhere; and it did.
I enjoyed it though. I went out convinced I wouldn't make it up the hill to get to the woods, let alone get lost in it. It's a mental reminder that I'm ok.
Regarding my partner I've decided she's able to make her own logical choices. I can advise, but ultimately it's her choice what she decides to do. If anything does happen to anybody as a result of not being safe I'm sure those people will feel awful if the worst happens.