Do you not think you would be really ill if you were about to drop dead?
As I said before you have believed you have cancer for years now.
Get on with living not waiting to die
Do you not think you would be really ill if you were about to drop dead?
As I said before you have believed you have cancer for years now.
Get on with living not waiting to die
Nicola
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Ok so an update...I went to the urologist and he didn't seem very concerned that my symptoms were indicitive of cancer, but he still wanted me to go through a CT scan or a cystoscopy mostly for peace of mind. My main symptom is mostly lower back pain on the left side of my back.
Unlike last time at the walk-in clinic, my urine dip stick test came back normal. No trace amounts of blood, no sugar, no protein, which is a bit reassuring as I read that people with cancer tend to have high levels of protein in their urine. They sent the sample out for a cytology to find any malignancies, and I'm hoping and praying everything is normal.
So do you believe now that you don't have cancer?
Nicola
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And I'm sure it will come back fine that's good your doctor wasn't concerned so take something from this xx take care
So my cytology came back negative for any unusual cells and malignancies, which is a good sign.
I ended up having to postpone my CT scan that was supposed to be on Thursday....Now that I heard the news that Alex Trebek lost his battle to pancreatic cancer, I'm so scared that I doomed myself by waiting....I should have gone to the hospital on September 21st when the blood in my urine happened. My symptoms aren't that severe, but they still come and go. Sometimes its lower back pain, sometimes its pain right in between my shoulder blades. And then I broke out in hives on election day, which I'm scared was related to whatever caused the blood in my urine and my lower back pain...I can't help but feel like I have cancer and it spread to other organs.
I know my Cytology came back negative, but that test has a high failure rate :(
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why did you cancel it?
Nicola
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