Well... it’s me. Again.
Let me just get straight into it because I’m extremely worried. So, I was sitting in class, listening to a lecture and I cracked my neck (with the help of my hand because I’m stupid, apparently) but the thing is, the crack was very loud, much louder than usual, but not at all painful. The loudness of the crack worried me so much that I googled if I could actually hurt myself this way and what do you know, yes you can. Apparently you can injure a vain, blot clot forms and bam! Stroke. I haven’t had any symptoms after the crack. No pain, no swelling, no numbness, no change in vision, nothing. Am I still crying because I’m scared a stroke is inevitable? Yes, very hard.
The thing is, I’m completely alone in my uni city and me being alone means I’m driving myself absolutely nuts over this. I know no one can diagnose me but I’m in such dire need of reassurance that I haven’t injured my vain and will not be having a stroke :(
It doesn’t help that in some of the articles that I’ve read, the stroke can come up days or weeks later.
I’ve been cracking my neck for years (YEARS!) and didn’t even flinch but now that I know that the possibility of me self-inflicting a stroke exists... never again. Never! Again!