Thank you all for your kind words.
I went to see my mum on Saturday, and out if the blue, she said “ your sister wanted to put things right between you, but she couldn’t find a slot when bil wasn’t around”. I was stunned. On the one hand i am glad she told mr, as it means she did not hate me, but on the other hand I am gutted that now it’s too late.
I wish I had known
my ha is still sky high. Pains all over, but especially in my lower legs. I ended up getting a d diner test, after speaking to a gap, who said I am higher risk for dvt, as I am on hrt. Thankfully, it was negative, but I still have the pains, aches burning. I’m also getting an ache in my left arm , so worrying I’m going to have a stroke or something.
i think I may b e getting depressed. I’m sitting in my bed, no sheets, just the mattress protractor , I washed the linen, and now can’t motivate myself to make the bed up again..
Inanna xx