So glad that you took such a massive step in getting the help you need. I can't believe how long it is to get CBT though but my counsellor has said that there is such a high demand with the current situation so its not surprising. I started Sertaline a couple of months ago and I'm not going to lie, the side effects were terrible at first, I had headaches, shaking, muscle twitches and tinnatus but it does get better. Really hope that you start to see improvements soon but you should be really proud of yourself for taking the first step.