Ok I am struggling very badly with anxiety again.

I had constipation a few weeks ago. Don’t know why but obviously assume BC. Then eventually I go and there’s a bit of blood.

Go to doctors they say I have a fissure (I don’t see how I do as it never hurts).

Anyway, stools kind of go back to normal though a week later and there’s another tiny bit of blood. (Don’t really want to describe how I know there’s blood on it lol, my anxiety is making me do wrong things).

I have taken to recording everyday what they are like according to the Bristol stool chart and for about a week they were in the 3-5 range so I was slowly getting happier again. Then yesterday they were a 1 on the chart (constipation) and I have not yet been today.

I read a story where a ladies only symptom of BC was constipation.

Either I have BC or my ADs have stopped working so I am in a very dark place right now