I'm constantly living in fear and I can't cope anymore

[KallaMouse]

Unfortunately therapy has never worked for me. Maybe I need to give it another go but when it gets to that point... I just don't know what else to do. I'm currently unable to eat a thing due to this awful anxiety. My body just won't take it but I HAVE to gain weight again as I've lost so much of it :(

I would definitely recommend giving therapy another go. I was seeing a very good psychologist for a few years, but just recently we both came to the conclusion that I needed something more specific, someone different, so...maybe the therapists you've worked with in the past weren't quite right, maybe you need someone more specialized?

Regarding the food, can you supplement with any of those nutrition drinks like Boost (I think?) that provide a good amount of calories in liquid form, so no thoughts of choking?

[nomorepanic]

Hi

This is just a courtesy reply to let you know that your thread was merged with another of your threads.

Please when posting on similar topics add it onto your previous post rather than starting a new one.

It is nothing personal it is just to make it easier for people to follow your story and to give you advice as a whole.