I Read every word. I'm so happy you joined us here and its pleasure to meet you. For now I wanted to at least say that, and I will return after giving this more thought. Without question, the last 4 years have been filled with worry for me; as well. We can breathe now. You're a true survivor - never forget that It would be my privilege to just sit here with you for bit. Its about 9PM (now a bit after 9PM) here and I'll be concluding my day shortly, but others are usually online, so you're never alone here during times when you are isolated and need to reach out. Please feel free to post anytime at all. I wish you a good nights sleep tonight without panic and worry. I'll be here for another 5 minutes and I will check up to see how you are doing tomorrow.