The past 3 days I've been in such a happy mood. I crashed on New Years day, woke up the next day and put my every waking hour into a marketing/advertising idea. It worked. So my financial burden is off me. That has stressed me for a long time.

Today I was so happy I tuned up one of my favorite songs, stood up, stretched, smiled and told myself "Dude you've done it.". I was reflecting on the stress, reflecting on the chance of a new life.

Then I noticed my heart beat was rapid. Unusually quick. I don't know if it was excitement, I've rarely felt exactment for a long time.

This almost set of a panic attack, but I sat down and typed this.

But how can anxiety exist when there's very little to worry about it? How can excitement and happiness turn into a feeling of "omg my heartbeat is so fast".