After a shit decade, numerous health scares, rampant anxiety and looking after everyone else, I've now found a bloody lump in my right breast. I'm convinced this is the time I will die. I'm phoning doctor first thing.
It nearly killed me last year worrying I had womb cancer.
I've got lumpy breasts anyway, convinced I've missed something.
Had a Mirena coil fitted in October after normal hysteroscopy, convinced its given me cancer.
I'm fat and cancer would be my fault.
I'm terrified of leaving my 11 yr old son. Rest assured, my proudest achievement in life is being a bloody good mum. My childhood was crap and I never wanted him to suffer like I had and he hasn't.
My constant MH worries, anxiety etc I cant cope with it anymore. What would my son do if I died, how would he get over it?
My husband is a really great dad, with a large family and good friends who would help if needed. I have a brother and some family who would help, plus brilliant friends.
My son has cousins he is close to and good friends, with parents who would help I'm sure.
I'm terrified of my husband dying. My son is an only child and worried about him being on his own.
Just need to vent. Sorry. Feel like I'm going mad
I've done so well since the hysteroscopy, why this now?
I've also got 2 cats and worried sick about what will happen to them. Stupid I know.
Last edited by Brizzle; 11-01-21 at 01:56.