Hi Guys

I have a meeting with my manager today at 2pm. I've been up since 0330, panicking about it.

I am expecting them to start the process of dismissal on medical grounds and i feel frankly Cr**!

It doesn't help with the fact that since psychotherapy started i've discovered I have a big failure problem, I.e - that anything that is wrong means i've failed at it. So basically my life in mny eyes is just one big failure :-( and the only thing that made meel feel ok about myself was my job, and now i've failed at that too cos, not only did it make me sick, but i'm not recovered enough to go back and now i'm potentially loosing it.

Freaky chick