Today I'm feeling triggered by reports on the news about widespread protests across Russia, complete with tales of inadvertent police brutality against said protesters, over Putin's antics, though I mostly share their sentiment for protesting. My dad has been watching both the BBC and Sky News channels quite a lot the past few days and today he has had them on non-stop and also asked me to do him a couple of favours around the house (with the news still blaring away), plus I'm having bad bouts of diarrhoea today at the same time, which isn't very pleasant.
All the stuff about Putin, Russia and Ukraine isn't the only thing that's triggering me right now; it's all the endless Armageddon-like stories concerning the COL crisis, and the article the other day about another 'Winterbourne View'-like ACU in Gtr Mancs (Prestwich I think). It seems as far as the media is concerned, this country (and the world in general) is really going to the dogs right now, but most ironically, whenever I'm out and about generally, I can't really sense anything mega abnormal nor out of the ordinary (as if the 'end of the world' is truly nigh).
But I'm also feeling dead guilty sitting here in the warmth of our house with the heating on ATM (my dad is the one generally putting it on right now, not me) and hearing lurid tales about people not only being unable to afford to have their heating on but also struggling to feed themselves right now, which I also recall hearing/reading about back in late 2008-early 2009 when we had the last GFC/COL crisis, and I recall feeling similar episodes of guilt back then too.
I just feel like an ungrateful barsteward right now.