I know that really no one can help me in this situation, but it is just a rant.

I feel very sad... One of my dearest relatives has cancer stage four and the situation just does not seem good
The feeling of helplessness is so overwhelming, I feel like crying. I just wish I could do something for her. I can't even visit her because her immunity is low from the chemo and I don't want to risk it. I just wish I could hug her and console her. She is a fighter but I am afraid for her.

Sorry for the rant guys but I just need to talk to somebody...