Has anyone turned their life around for the better? I'm feeling really low about everything at the moment.
My health anxiety is at an all time high, struggling to see how I'll ever get through it.
I'm 44, have no job and I'm not skilled in anything. Would love to work again but I don't even know where to start at my age.
My kids are 13 and 19 and that scares the s**t out of me a lot, where did the years go? I'm all the time wishing I was 10 or 15 years younger, and I'd do things differently.
I'm getting fed up over so many things now. I know I should be thankful for the things I have.
Even though I'm in the house all the time with my husband and 2 children, I feel so alone, like I'm a million miles from everyone and I have to deal with everything myself.
And tomorrow is Valentines day. I know I shouldn't let it get to me but it does. I won't even get a card for it, never mind a box of chocs or small bunch of flowers.
Sorry, I know I shouldn't be moaning but I suppose I just want to let some of it out. Is it too late for me to ever be happy again?