OMG!! Someone messaged me about how they're going through a similar situation about SWOLLEN nodes and how I should see an ENT about an ultrasound just for peace of mind. I told her/him that my doctor wasn't concerned and didn't send for one or any additional tests and this person told me how an ENT is more experienced than a GP about lymph nodes.... WHAT?! This cannot be true, right? I SHOULD trust my GP right? Like... GPs are trained on nodes for years and KNOW what to look for... why would that person say that to me?
Now... I've begun poking at it... again. I can't even make it a full week without poking it. I'm so disappointed in myself. Realistically thinking, it could've been here longer than I'm noticing. So I'm really hoping this has just been a normal sized lymph node that has always been present. I also saw my boyfriend yesterday and felt his neck. He is bigger than me and I did feel some little bean type lumps if I pressed down.. kind of similar to me. I didn't wanna go in further cause he would probably think I'm weird but I felt them and he didn't even seem concerned. (He knows about my lymph node anxiety).