Hello to all,

I have been having worsening of my anxiety and especially OCD. Very often if I have a bad spell of HA, t ends up with me fearing that I somehow got infected with HIV. It has been like this for years.

Anyway - as soon as I sorted some fears regarding my tongue ( that was the most recent), I felt almost happy and decided that I will try to enjoy life more. And then, of course: I went to my local Whole Foods, and now they clean the carts for you, due to Covid. So, the lady shows me just cleaned carts, and I take one. I put my hands on the rail, and it id almost dripping wet. So, I wipe it with my own wipes and then tissues, and wipe my hands, and start shopping. And then I froze: what if that particular cart, at the very end of clean carts line, was actually not cleaned, and it was somebody's sperm!!! The only sort of "comfort" is that I have intact skin on my hands.

Need I say more? If someone just slaps me back to the reality, I know it will help me. Please. Thank you guys, in advance.