Re: Anxiety about lockdown lifting
Originally Posted by
ankietyjoe
I think it's probably important to take a step back and have a think about the reality of lockdown.
It has been widely reported that people have suffered greatly in terms of their mental health, and that human beings are social creatures.
I've never been massively social, I've never needed a wide circle of friends, but that doesn't mean I never socialised, quite the opposite. I used to be 'out' all the time when I was younger and the first time I lived alone I realised how lonely I was. Oddly, it was during the time I was living alone that my first bout of serious panic hit me, like a ton of bricks. I was able to notice the change, from feeling lonely and wanting to be out with people to being a complete hermit and not even wanting to leave one room. That only took 3-4 months.
In some respects I think lockdown has been a stealth bonus for a lot of anxiety sufferers as it allowed the agoraphobia to become normalised. I know for myself I absolutely made sure I was out every day (permitted) and I was the one that went shopping when needed, just in case I started slipping back into old habits.
Although I can understand the anxiety of going back to normal, it does have to happen. We do need to be out in the daylight, interacting with other people. Not doing so is a problem, even if you feel it's more beneficial.
I totally agree with this Joe. I feel the need to push back on my social anxiety/agoraphobia, too much avoidance, whether by choice or enforced by circumstances is never good for me. There have been times, particularly in this most recent lockdown, that I've thought 'wow I'm doing so much better with my anxiety'. Actually no, its just I'm not being tested. There's a big difference.
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