Same here. All the crap I was putting into my body and I never once had anxiety over it. I was just chasing the biggest high I could get. Thinking back on it now I have no idea how I could do that. And wish I never would have. Bet my life would have been a whole lot different. It’s even caused me to struggle with taking prescribed meds. Can’t take AD’s. Can’t even have a drink socially with friends without inducing panicky feelings. It’s crazy how much an event 25 years ago still affects me today. And I haven’t quite figured out yet how to stop it.
sorry for taking over your thread WI - I was glad to read that your episode passed!