Hello all! I’ve been a lurker here for a while, you can see my introduction post if you’d like that explains my reasoning for finally joining. But I’ll also touch base a bit here. My current health anxiety revolves around gastro issues. This is something that I’ve dealt with for the past year on and off (some days I manage, some days I don’t). The main reason I decided to join, was to finally get some more insight from others who have possibly gone through what I’m going through and to also gain some insight into how to approach my doctor on these issues. As of now, I haven’t been diagnosed with anything, as I haven’t brought it to anyone’s attention. Just been trying to grasp what I’ve been dealing with, wanted to find the right wording, because with annual comprehensive exams you are only given a short time with your doctor. So, I would like to be able to present the symptoms in a way that doesn’t overpower them and also in a way that they are able to be address and be heard (if that makes sense).
So I guess I’ll start by listing my symptoms that I’ve dealt with. Just want to put out there that I’ve always had some type of stomach issues growing up just never thought anything of them. It wasn’t until my health anxiety kicked in that I became very observant of them.
I should say that my health anxiety started after my grandmother was diagnosed out of the blue with breast cancer in Jan 2020, thankfully it was stage 1, low grade, and she’s in remission (god bless mammograms). But it was a couple months after taking care of her and being around cancer talks and oncology appointments with her that I started to fear cancer in general (at first the worry was do the women in our family need to fear breast cancer) turns out we don’t, it’s not genetic in our case. But it was then that my bowel issues started to become prevalent to me. I had my first scare after my morning bowel movement when I found blood after wiping (it was so small I thought I cut myself possibly). I was a bit concerned so I googled (I know, this is so bad). I was getting some scary results, obviously, so I made an appointment with my practitioner. I told her that I googled and I’m afraid of colon cancer and she told me “yeah umm don’t do that” and we both had a quick laugh. She did a quick external rectal exam, quickly saw the small hemorrhoid, and she said it was what she expected with the small amount of blood presented ( I took a pic of the blood on my toilet paper to show her). She sent me home with a lot of resources & handouts on how to treat it, I did that, and it went away in like one day. I was fine. But for some reason, the health anxiety lingered and stayed. I then became very hyper vigilant of my bowel movements and digestive health in general. So here is a list of things I’ve observed over the past year. Mind you, all of these symptoms are not constant or consistent, they come and go in waves. So majority I am fine, but when I get the symptoms I really take note and that’s when my health anxiety is at it’s worst.
Symptoms:
-Gurgling stomach noises (heard from stomach all the way to lower intestines)
-Flatulence that is usually associated with those noises (this one is highly associated with food/diet)
-Gas pains usually in lower intestine area (relieved with bowel movements/flatulence)
-I have normal bowel movement patterns as I have 1-3 of them in the mornings.
-Its rare if I get diarrhea, I can probably count on my hand how many times I’ve had legit diarrhea.
-My stool consistency if I’m normal is Bristol chart 3-5. If I’m having an off day, it’s Bristol 2 or 6. This obviously fluctuates for me.
-I’ve had flat stools, loose stools, really long snake stools (snake stools is when I know my bowels are happy)
-Stool color ranges from yellow to brown (sometimes a combo of both, sometimes one more color than the other, sometimes a gradient of each shade)
-Undigested food in stool (this one is confusing to me if it’s normal or not)
-Hemmorhoid (this one appeared again end of last year but felt more like a tear, so not sure if it’s back)
-hunger pangs occasionally (usually in the mornings)
-Bloating isn’t much of a problem for me (I’ve maybe been bloated twice in the past year, minus around my period)
-Acid reflux (but honestly, this only happens when I eat spicy foods or homemade Mexican foods)
Current flares:
Today I’ve had the stomach noises & had a bout of diarrhea today that was normal brown color but did have some floating pieces with bubbles around it. This of-course has concerned me, since floating types of stools is a concern. What confused me is this morning my normal bowel movements were Bristol 4, and normal colored, but then randomly in the evening I had that bout.. A real odd thing.
Still trying to figure out what caused the bout of diarrhea since I don’t normally have that. The only thing I can think of is I had homemade bean burritos last night (beans are not my friends, ever, yet I still eat them). We make them refried which I know is possibly a trigger. Is it common to have diarrhea with that type of appearance, I don’t really know since I usually don’t have it often?
I have popped some Pepto bismuth, drank some ginger tea with probiotics, and sitting with a heating blanket. Seems to help.
“Diagnosis” that I’ve feared over the year:
-Colon Cancer
-Pancreatic cancer
-Anal cancer
Thanks for reading all of this if you’ve made it this far, would like some insight into possible conditions I may be dealing with, and also how to approach my doctor about all these symptoms.
Would also be helpful to have some natural ways to sort out my digestive issues in the meantime. I currently take probiotics and fiber supplements, eating more fiber and drinking kombucha every day.