Hi All,
I’ve been really struggling with my depression and anxiety. I’m working with a new counselor and we’re revisiting some of my traumas. Ugh!!!
Overall, though, I’m managing my health anxiety a little better. Until today, that is, when I reached my threshold. Now I am really struggling.
I got up from resting on my bed and went into the bathroom. While I was sitting on the toilet, I noticed that I felt a little bigger (my body) than I usually do (relative to my bathroom). It wasn’t a huge difference. It was just something I noticed.
My first thought was that I’m super hyper aware right now. It makes me notice things I otherwise wouldn’t. Nevertheless, I made the bad mistake of googling. I know. I know. I should be slapped. Of course, up came a neurological issue I won’t name.
Have you ever noticed some size distortion before? Again, I’m not talking major. And, I was fully awake.
I just don’t know if I need to make an appointment with my neuroopthamogist about this. Ugh!!!! I’m so weary of doctor visits over anxiety symptoms or hyper awareness issues.
Thank you all for being here for me.
Best,
Debbie