Right? So I missed my first appt because I'd anxiety, then my second I had such a migraine I couldn't drive. I have an appt tomorrow and can either get the pfizer or thr J&J. My mom says I should just get the one and done and be over with it. I'm so terrified about long term effects or being one of the few that have something happen afterwards. My husband said he will take me if he's able to get work off, even if he doesn't want me to go. I'm just scared of bring one of the few that get blood clots or something bad afterwards and I don't know how to shake the negative. The anxiety over the whole thing is making me sick and I can't handle it. I want to do what's right for my kids but I'm afraid of the worst case scenario.