Hi.
My cycle has been exactly 30 days for most of my life (I am 24). I am not on the pill and always previously had heavy periods.
Over the last year my periods have become very short. The last couple of periods I have also gotten early by 2-3 days. Which isn't concerning to a normal person but an anxious one can't stop obsessing over it. I have also noticed a lot of clear watery discharge in between periods- read this could just be ovulation? i have always had some white discharge but I can't remember this watery discharge in the past.
Anyway I have also been so hyper fixed on this i think the skin around my vulva looks darker and I just cannot stop spiralling / thinking about it.
I went to the doctors, they weren't concerned by the short periods. They didn't want to do any tests but i asked for them to check my thyroid which i am booked in for. they asked if i had any other symptoms and I said no. However, wondering if i should have mentioned the discharge. Its only the last 2 periods that have been early so i will mention that at my next appointment.
I have also been fixated on how when I'm on my period and i wipe my bum there is blood on the tissue. I always assumed this was from the vagina as it has happened to me for as long as i can remember but I'm suddenly spiralling and thinking it could be rectal bleeding on my period which might be endometriosis? I have been fixated on this ever since i noticed blood on my underwear one time in between a period, bright red, thought it came from my bum, but since I've been having womens troubles i am now wondering if this could be spotting and that is something i should have told to the doctor. Then the next day i am convinced it was from my bum and i have colon cancer.
I cannot stop spiralling :(
Please help me :(
I don't know what to do :(