Thyroid disease and vaccine

[darlene85]

No, I was having a really bad HA and was scared they will find a cancer so I just didn't go to the doctor for a long time and then it was pandemic so I didn't go. I don't know, if anything happens, I guess I deserved it because it's just plain stupid.

[darlene85]

I keep torturing myself and I think I won't go. But that means depression because I just can't handle anymore that fear of covid, especially in summer.
I am so afraid and I think that doctor was just trying to cut the conversation, he didn't even know if I am on meds, I had to tell him.
I was so hopeful that all this will end but now I think I'll pay my irresponsibility...