As what I posted in March, I was in the ED for an uncomplicated diverticulitis of the proximal transverse colon. There was wall thickening seen from CT, but radiologist stated it can be from fat stranding. I have a colonoscopy (my first) on Friday May 28 and I am so nervous. I had one scheduled last year but I backed out. I have to do it this time because I know it will eventually help me get over this fear of the unknown. I am not nervous of the test itself. But I am anxious they might see cancer. What can I do to relieve some of this anxiety? Help?