Plenty catkins.
Can ask first if it's your hubby's situation that caused the PA? Or a build up of stuff going on?
I agree about the test. For your own satisfaction you should take it. Don't put pressure on your self, just do it!
Great you doing meditation. It only takes minutes and so does yoga so get that going too. The heat has nothing to do with either. You can do either anywhere at anytime.
Can I also recommend turmeric as a natural painkiller.
I'm sure your hubby will get sorted even through a painfully slow system these days.
And you can't compare one situation with a previous one. They are all different. It sounds like he doesn't want you to have any pressure or put any responsibility on to you. That's understandable.
Remember we are all suffering in the heat at the moment so bare that in mind.
Worry about things? You've a lot going on. Try to take some time in the day to do something relaxing. When I'm piled up with worries I give one of my phone buddies a ring. Or come on here and spill it all out. Hey, you've just done that so you must be feeling a tad lighter already.
There's great support on here so you never have to feel alone in any of your struggles or worries. Good advice as well.