You have got a lot on your plate atm. There’s a lot going on in your life.

I for one have nothing but admiration for podiatrists. We see one regularly with my mothers foot ulcers. She is amazing and we are very grateful for all she does for us.
This is just your anxiety demon sitting whispering in your ear. By all means do your pros and cons list but don’t let anxiety write it for you.
if you turned it down, how would you feel? Relieved? Regretful? Disappointed?

Tests can be draining, it never seems to end. And yes you do get fed up to the back teeth with them. I am in this position with my mother..it’s a strain getting her to go now….but go she does. There is an end in sight Catkins, keep plodding on towards it and you will get there.

As for flashing that chap. Least said soonest mended. Don’t go mumbling any more apologies. Let it go and I’m sure both of you will forget it
as life takes over and time goes.
Unless of course he looked like Tommy Shelby. That would be a different matter.

Keep strong Catkins, I know you’ve got this…you just don’t know yourself yet…but you will.