Feeling particularly anxious this morning. Had a few dark moments of 'oh my God, never going to get better', which only make the anxiety worse, but are very very hard to ignore. Haven't taken an anxiety tablet yet but know I've got it there should I want to.
Strangely wasn't too bad first thing, it was after I'd walked the dog and came back in. Decided to have a decaf coffee with my breakfast.and thought I'd make my husband a normal one too. Pre relapse, every morning when I got my breakfast I'd make him a coffee when I made mine. I know I'm standing firm on him doing things for himself, but surely I can't be concerned that I'm giving way because I made him a coffee? Maybe I am? This is so difficult.