Pulisa that must have been so tough.
I think Christmas is a tough one generally for a lot of people, because it's the time when familys come together (or it is traditionally believed so). It seems to not work out that way for a lot of people.
I think it will be particularly hard this year. My mum's house was the gathering place for Christmas dinner and I've spoken to my sister and stepdad and none of us know what to do. Plus with the added complication that I don't think it will be possible to put my sister and husband in the same room at the moment.
Last years Christmas was a disaster, I had to isolate, so did my sister, so there was no normal family Christmas. I also organised a family Zoom thing as a surprise for my mum and had my brother, sister and me on the call. It ended up with my mum in a strop with my sister and her refusing to look at the camera. Ridiculously hilarious though.