Hey!

I’ve got myself into a bit of a state.
I’ve been obsessed with bladder issues for a while now after struggling with the frequent urge to urinate. I know this is a common symptom of anxiety so I was trying to chalk it up to that. I’ve had some numbness down my left leg and saddle area which my GP thinks was stress related and it had since gone and haven’t had any issues for 2 weeks. Every time I start to feel positive something else comes along. I now feel like I have lost the urge to wee???? It’s as though I can’t feel bladder pressure but feel pressure in the urethra area when I need to go. Even if my bladder is full and I pass a good volume of wee, I don’t have that full bladder feeling in the lower abdomen. I’m freaking out now thinking my nerves are damaged and I have a spinal tumor or MS or something hideous. If I press on my bladder I can tell if it’s full but other than that nothing. I’m 30yrs old. No children yet. Was healthy and fine before all this stress.

I’m day 12 on 50mg of sertraline (25mg for a week before that).

Im convinced I’m going to die x