Anxiety surrounding my neighbors?
Sorry for all of the posts recently; I've had a lot of general-life stress lately and I think it's making my threshold for anxiety much lower.
I'm in a new neighborhood and it's not really a bad neighborhood; in fact, it's mostly college kids. There are, however, some interesting people peppered into the mix. Someone a couple of houses down I think got arrested a couple of days ago and there's been an ambulance at the house across the street the past three nights.
I just had a woman from across the street knock on the door. She said she had misplaced her phone and wondered if I could call it for her. If my dog had been home I definitely wouldn't have answered as he does not like strangers so I don't answer unless I know who the person is. But of course I did answer.
I said, sure, as it seemed harmless enough and she headed back to her house. She walked slowlyyyyy and I just kept calling over and over until she came back out. She clearly didn't find it. She had me call once more while she checked the dumpster, it wasn't there, and so she just started walking down the street and around the block?
So it's super strange anyway, but of course the strangeness of it all makes me run all kinds of terrible situations in my head. Like maybe she wanted my phone number and needed me to call a certain number of times? Was she distracting me for some reason? Can someone talk some sense into me?
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