I think I've been suffering with pretty bad derealization constantly for the past month of so. I've gone on pills, come off pills, and I'm currently on diazepam for help with tremors I developed. It feels like nothing is real, it feels like I'm not the person in my memories, it feels like I don't know my family. I'm really worried that I'm on my way to totally losing my mind. And, the scariest thing I've been having, is that I don't think I'm any longer afraid of death... I think. It feels like living as I am now with what might be derealization, and just being dead, aren't that different at all. I've had panic attacks in the past where I've been worried I'd stop fearing it... Now the panic isn't as strong and I'm concerned I might be on my way there. What can I do?