Originally Posted by
Fishmanpa
With all due respect, you're 25yo. I've been participating on the forum for 7+ years. I've read and seen tens of thousands of similar posts. In the time I've been here, I know of three people that actually had something serious going on.
The OCD elements in your post, the details of which you've documented your symptoms and fears, are a familiar feature of many, many members here. Certainly, have a medical professional check you over. I'm quite confident they won't find anything sinister as the cause based on the tests you've had thus far, don't indicate anything serious. Then, based on the medical tests thus far and the fact that you're posting on an anxiety forum, the real issue is mental as opposed to physical and you should seek real life professional help with that. Yes, I truly believe you're having physical symptoms, I just don't feel you will realize your fears.
I say these things based on what I've experienced and read on the forum and the fact I'm a Stage IVa H&N cancer survivor. You've had these symptoms since March of 2020. There's a saying I post her quite often... "Cancer is an uncontrolled growth of abnormal cells. It doesn't come and go nor does it stop once it starts." You'd be very, very ill or not with us if this were cancer I assure you.
FMP