My life is living hell with HA and this pandemic worsened that. I am constatly worried about covid but I can't make myself to get vaccinated because I'm terrified of the vaccine. Also, I have unregulated Hashimoto, I haven't been to the doctor for very long and I am worried if I go now I'll catch covid so it is agony for me. I am living in such a hell that I am currently having a panic attack thinking I got covid from the takeout food that I ate last week. I see other people, vaccinated or not, enjoying the summer and here I am shaking and thinking I'll get sick or that I am already sick.
I am convinced I'll die or become paralyzed from the vaccine or die from covid and I can't help myself. I must go to the specialist to help me decide with the vaccine but how when I can't because I am in fear that I'll catch it there??
Help me please, I am desperate.