I think I am on the right page. Its about social phobia.

I like to talk to poeple. In the house. Thats all.

Even if someone calls,a visitor or relation, i can talk forever--- wondering if someone will ask me to SHUT UP or words to that effect
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Normaly a relation will phone and ask if we would like to go out for a meal, or for a drive out to a park etc.
When the time comes------------- No, i cannot go. I am breathing in and out of a paper bag upsairs.

As for holidays,thats another story. Can't go now, don't want to go anyway. (so got out of that one)

I have tablets to take to help. I have been taking the same one for years. they are not working now.
I hope folk on here think i am miserable but I am not.

I just wondered if anyone else has the same problem.