I Have a very long history of health anxiety going back over 20 years. My latest panic is stomach cancer. I’ve had many endoscopies and colonoscopies. My last endo was 2 years ago and my doc said I shouldn’t worry there was nothing concerning. But I’m in pain and have nausea and bloated all the time. I worry I have fluid in my abdomen due to cancer. I just had a cbc done a few months ago and all was normal. I’m spinning out of control and my meds aren’t helping. I don’t want to leave my kids without a dad. I’m in my mid 40s. I feel like I’m not gonna be here for my family.